Some of you may have noticed that, recently, I was banned.


I know, right? Ho'shap, Rei?

Yes, me.
I'm kind of upset... and I'm kind of not.
A part of me really wants to rail on Setea; yes, you, Setea... thank you for reporting me, and thank you for being an all around ass.
You tell me I take personal matters into our rp.. well, congratulations; You brought our personal problems to the mods of dA! You got me banned, because you were angry with me... I wasn't even on the pendeoclub chat anymore, and you still found a way to get after me. Thanks.. now we all know that you can still screw someone over, no matter what they're doing.
If it makes you happy, you did screw over tons of rp I had going, because I could no longer get into contact with many people...
You will be sad, unfortunately, to hear that no, I don't care.

Being banned has gotten me to realize that I was relying too much on online friendships, with people who don't even know me, or I them. I'm going to strive, now, to get to know my online friends who stuck with me, better, and to appreciate them more. I hope no one is offended, but I'm starting to realize that I am too trusting of people who take advantage of me.

You may say I'm making a big deal of this, but I'm not. I'm stating, here, in the open, that Setea is still my friend.
That, despite what you do to me... I will not turn around and do the same. That, when I left the club, I had not left any logs, or screen shots, or discriminating evidence against Setea. I have only done what's been asked of me, and nothing more.

But this, this journal is for me.
I am venting, and ranting... Because our friendship meant so little, that she had to bar me from my other friends on dA. I have tried to talk civilly, and I have tried to put it behind myself...

But truly, I was pissed.
Extremely pissed.

Now, Now I'm not. I'm kind of accepting of what happened, and will just be more careful with what I put up, so no one else may take their vindication out on me.

I'd like all my dA friends to know that No, I wasn't ignoring you, and No, I'm not going to quit dA over this(Though I contemplated it.) After this journal, this entire mess will be behind me, and I will be over it. No more brooding over why my friends would, or why it happened.

This has been a learning experience about who I am, and who I associate with... Hopefully, this incident is done. (Hey look, I'll bold it, Setea.)

Thank you.

~Renoumaru